Query: In my life I have been facing turmoils, i tried
committing suicide but failed. I have very weak mental abilities, due to which I have faced hell. I tried all kinds
of psychiatrist, astrologers etc. but in vain. I am sick of this life n just want to achieve through renunciation.
I can not go like this further. I guess it is to do with my past karmas.|
Recently I learnt about Mata Kamini deviji who is said to resolve all kinds of problems. Is it possible for someone
to help as much as to change your destiny, Is there some escape for my miserable
Every single problem... every call for distress stems from our negative
thinking... the negative karma we indulge in daily routines of life! If we suffer in present life... all owes
its existence to the karma of the past lives and also the present! If we are born in the house of a
cobbler... can anyone change our destiny! No... Not in any circumstances.
We remain a cobbler until we make extra efforts and perform requisite
karma to come out of the rut of routine life! If we do not desire remaining a cobbler... we initially need to
develop some goal in life. Most human beings on Mother Earth do not carry a goal in life... can such human
beings be expected to achieve something worthwhile in life!
Whatever be our past karma... it cannot be undone! Yes... if we are born
on the karma index of 49... It is possible for us to proceed ahead in the journey of life... reach numbers
50... 51... 52 and so on! The moment we reach level 99... One gains enlightenment (kaivalya jnana) and
finally salvation (moksha).
Mahavira, Gautama Buddha, Jesus Christ and Prophet Mohammed... all
reached a karma index of 99 before gaining moksha salvation! Psychiatrists and astrologers guide us but our
part of karma needs to be performed by us alone. None in the family can perform our part of karma! In the
cosmic domain every single soul atman is independent of other souls' atmans.
The weak mental abilities can be slowly strengthened. What is required is
a strong willpower to succeed in life come whatever may! If you have the will, God Almighty would provide you
the way! None... not even your parents can stop you from achieving your goal of life! Always remember... weak
human beings can never tread the spiritual path!
One with the highest level of patience, persistence and perseverance is
fit to travel the spiritual path! The field of spirituality... the domain of spirituality demands highest
level of sacrifices... we need to establish control over the five senses and the mind before reaching the
stage of enlightenment and salvation.
Establishing absolute control over the five senses and the mind requires
traveling the path of absolute truthfulness all along. Remaining truthful in life all the time is very
difficult in the present Kali Yuga... the metal age! Traveling the uncharted path of spirituality means
transcending all barriers of ephemeral life forever!
God Almighty ordained an earthly domain of 12.4 million years in the
human form to reach stage of enlightenment and finally salvation. Renunciation is not that easy to achieve.
Amongst 6500 million people existing on Mother Earth... only two persons gains enlightenment in the past
about 150 years. Why? The reason is simple... spiritual journey is really tough to undertake!
Even Swami Vivekananda... an ardent admirer of Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa
never gained enlightenment in his lifetime. When Sri Ramakrishna Paramhansa asked him... what was his goal of
life... he point blank stated, he was after community service and not god realization! The goal of Swami
Vivekananda was absolutely clear.
If you establish a clear goal in life... mounted with the bulldog
determination of Winston Churchill with all eggs in one basket... you can definitely achieve any goal in
life! In whatever stage of life I may have been... I simply wanted to see and meet God in this very life! I
was born in a village with limited facilities! My goal was big... the journey undefined!
The goal of my life was absolutely clear! None on Mother Earth could have
dissuaded me from the path of spirituality! I was to meet God in this very life. 25 years of patience,
persistence and perseverance... I finally realized God in 1993! If at any stage of life my parents would have
willed otherwise... there was a possibility I might have left my family in search of God!
Our parents are our guide in life! They must always act as the gardener
of our life! Our life solely belongs to us. We need to choose a goal in life. Having a fixed goal in life is
journey half covered. Exercising absolute willpower at every stage of life... one finally overcomes all
hurdles faced in life!
Always remember... we are not simply a puny human being left alone on
Mother Earth! It is our soul atman within that has manifested the human form to work out its karma... remove
the dross impurities within! Our soul atman is the absolute master and controller of the body... never
otherwise! We need not fear anyone... God Almighty is present within us in minuscule form as our soul atman.
What more can we desire out of life or from God Almighty?
May God bless all!
Always there to clarify your queries (send your query),
Vijay Kumar "Atma Jnani" ... The Man who Realized God in 1993!
A to Z of Succeed in Life explained in words everyone can easily understand and
fathom. More on goal setting can be found at : Goal
... Vijay Kumar - 13 June 2010.
Full text of query: In my life since past 7 years i have been facing turmoils, i tried to
commit suicide but failed. I have very weak mental abilities, due to which i faced hell at college and
office. i have tried all kinds of psychaitrist, astrologers etc. but in vain. I am sick of this life n just
want to achieve through renunciation but my parents wont allow it. i can't go like dis further. i guess it's
to do with my past karmas.
Recently i learnt about some Mata Kamini deviji who is said to resolve all kinds of problems. Is it possible for
someone to help you so much as to change your destiny, is there some escape for my miserable
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